I feel like I never get enough sleep. I feel like I never get to just chill and relax. ALWAYS on the go. ALWAYS running late. I’m saving my money to go to either Alaska or Seattle… for my birthday. In August. So I’ll keep telling myself, “Self, AUGUST IS COMING” and I shall listen. And I shall calm down. I must go to sleep soon. Must be at work at 5 am tomorrow. WOO.
I can honestly say that I have never been more excited about my life than right now. Nothing’s perfect, but I actually have goals.. and ways of getting there.
I love my job.. I can’t imagine not being there everyday… I love what I do and all the people I get to spend my days with.
I feel like I’ve learned so much in the last few months about joy, happiness, love, and friendship. I was so down a few months ago, I dreaded getting up every morning. So many bad things happened all at once… I got so busy and stopped making Jesus a priority. Not awesome. But we tight now yo. Lately God’s been showing me things.. Things that I need to change in myself and I am working on those things. I am just so thankful for HIS mercy and HIS grace and HIS unfailing love. I am getting a clearer picture of my self worth. And knowing that I have a purpose.
SO many times I have been down on my self thinking I’m not good enough, not smart enough, not talented enough, not strong enough. But the truth is, on HIS shoulders, I am.
I know what I want out of life. I know what’s important to me personally. And I will hold on to those things. And when things get rough, I’ll remember my goals, how far I’ve come, and how blessed I am to have people who support me no matter what and that are always there for me, and a God who loves me for me.